I promised myself I would take things easy when back home, I said I would keep away from obligations and people for the better part of the summer, just relaxing and trying to make some sense of my life again. Well, you can guess who was the girl up and running from early morning, playing the violin and singing and doing some speaking and a lot of socialising in a bigger church gathering in central Estonia... Sigh. Something must be wrong with me. I can't keep my promises.